"49 days since you left" is a song about the strange space between loss and renewal.

It was written on a train, in motion, while everything felt like it was falling apart and reforming at the same time. The landscape keeps changing outside the window, just like the inner world of someone learning to let go — not by force, but by being carried forward.

The song moves through darkness, distance, and disorientation, yet never loses its quiet sense of rebirth. It doesn’t offer answers. It captures the moment when grief begins to loosen its grip, when you realise you are no longer who you were — and that becoming someone new might be the only way forward.

Intimate, cinematic, and reflective, "49 days since you left" is a journey through loss, movement, and the fragile beauty of starting again.